An Early Mid-life Crisis...I Guess

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For anyone wondering where I've been, I haven't really been doing much online activity for the past half a year aside from Facebook. I got ill from something unknown back in July and have had deteriorating physical and mental health since then. I can't get my insurance finalized so can't set up appointments with physicians or therapists. I owed three months back rent at the place I was staying with friends and they had no choice but to evict me, so now I'm back with my parents in a different town for now...hopefully not too long. I've been having a lot of stress and anxiety/panic attacks in normal everyday situations for the silliest reasons and it caused me to not be able to hold my job. So shortly after I fell ill I lost my job. I'll pop on here every now and then to see what's up but I probably won't have anything new to upload in regards to artwork for some time still, at least until I get my life and health sorted out. My car was also totaled by a hit and run earlier this year in February and I never had the money again to get a new one. No job, no car, no living away from my parents with friends...and I'm having difficulty coping with all of it. It's overwhelming at times. So yeah, an early mid-life crisis...I guess. Hope everyone else's life is going better than mine right now. That's all for now, goodnight devART.

-Scone :/
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Goodness gracious. I apologize that you went thru all of that. It sounds like me and my horrible childhood, but I am happy that despite all of this, you are keeping your sanity and wits about you somewhat. A lot of people would have given up before this point. I do hope your life improves, as....I know what it feels like to for life to constantly spit in your face. Focus on your life first, I, as well as other patient people, can wait for you. Be safe Beholder.