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For anyone wondering where I've been, I haven't really been doing much online activity for the past half a year aside from Facebook. I got ill from something unknown back in July and have had deteriorating physical and mental health since then. I can't get my insurance finalized so can't set up appointments with physicians or therapists. I owed three months back rent at the place I was staying with friends and they had no choice but to evict me, so now I'm back with my parents in a different town for now...hopefully not too long. I've been having a lot of stress and anxiety/panic attacks in normal everyday situations for the silliest reasons and it caused me to not be able to hold my job. So shortly after I fell ill I lost my job. I'll pop on here every now and then to see what's up but I probably won't have anything new to upload in regards to artwork for some time still, at least until I get my life and health sorted out. My car was also totaled by a hit and run earlier this year in February and I never had the money again to get a new one. No job, no car, no living away from my parents with friends...and I'm having difficulty coping with all of it. It's overwhelming at times. So yeah, an early mid-life crisis...I guess. Hope everyone else's life is going better than mine right now. That's all for now, goodnight devART.
-Scone :/
-Scone :/
Which Game Series Should I Fully Play First?
So, I have the following game series on Xbox 360; which one should I entirely play through first?
Borderlands 1, 2, Pre-Sequel
Bioshock 1, 2, Infinite
Mass Effect 1, 2, 3
Gears of War 1, 2, 3, Judgement
Far Cry 1, 2, 3, Blood Dragon
I've completely played through Borderlands 1, Bioshock 1, and Blood Dragon back in the day. :)
Health update if anyone is interested...
Had and MRI done the other week. They said it's either migraines of the beginning of M.S. Have to go to a neurologist now. Been of Zoloft for a week cuz my prescription ran out and can't get it refilled til my medication appt. tomorrow. Have been having more severe insomnia (didn't think it was possible), along with night terrors and frequent sleep paralysis. Been having increased auditory and visual hallucinations and a general sense of dread like something ominous and terrible is always just about to happen but never does. Told I need to see a rheumotogolist for my joint pains cuz my blood test results came back negative for arthritis so my
An Update from My Previous Journal
Thank you for everyone who took the time to comment and give support, it is greatly appreciated. As of right now I am currently on medications to help keep my anxiety and depression under control. They're not doing much yet but hopefully they'll take full effect soon. I've only been on them a few weeks at this point and have been told some medications can take up to three months to start fully working. I went to the hospital earlier last week to have several tests done so hopefully there is some sort of diagnosis that can start being treated when the results are in. I'll find out during my follow-up doctor visit on the 5th. I also will be sta
My friend's cat is ill and requires surgery...
Hello everyone. My friend Tamara's cat Hightower is ill, suffering from feline cystitis, which is a full blockage of the urethra. This is preventing him from being able to pee and without surgery he will most likely die. The surgery costs approximately $2,500 total, and she can't afford this on her own. If there is anyone out there that has any money to spare all donations to the cause of saving her cat will be much appreciated. Follow this link to the indiegogo page to learn more about the situation and donate. Thanks to everyone in advance! -Scone :)
donation page link http://www.indiegogo.com/projects/help-save-hightower
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Goodness gracious. I apologize that you went thru all of that. It sounds like me and my horrible childhood, but I am happy that despite all of this, you are keeping your sanity and wits about you somewhat. A lot of people would have given up before this point. I do hope your life improves, as....I know what it feels like to for life to constantly spit in your face. Focus on your life first, I, as well as other patient people, can wait for you. Be safe Beholder.